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Monday, December 10, 2007

Ordinary Scene

I was not feeling well when I woke up at 6am..Parang umiikot ang bUong kwarto sa paningin ko so natulog ako ulit. Nagising na ako nang mga 11:30, alam ko lunch time nah kaya dapat na talaga ako magising. Pero mas nagising ako sa away nang sister kong si Via at younger brother na si Bonn2x.

Simple lang pinagaawayan nila, kasing simple nang pagalis ni Bonn2x nang kanyang rubbershoes bago pumasok sa sala. Parehas nilang ayaw magpatalo kaya un hanggang sa pinakaunang kanto bago mo marating ang bahay namen e naririnig mo sila.

At sa di kalaunan nabwisit na ang mommy ko, na kasalukuyang nagluluto pa nang lunch. Ayun pinuntahan sila at inumpisahan na ang sermon. Okey na sana pero sumagot pa si Bonn2x kaya un tumama na sakanya ang palo nang mommy ko. Sa sakit siguro,wala na siya nagawa kundi umiyak sa isang sulok.

At dahil lunch time na inihanda kuna ang hapag-kainan..Kumpleto na kami pati si Joey, ung kasama namen na nagbabantay sa farm pero hindi parin lumalabas si Bonn2x. Malamang masakit pa luob nun at hindi pa bumababa ang pride nya kaya pinuntahan kuna to invite for lunch. Ayun pagdating ko sa kwarto ayaw parin talaga. Natakot ako for him kasi pagdi siya lumabas for lunch second round na naman nang sermon aabutin n’ya. Kaya hinila kuna kahit pinapalo ako at nagpapaiwan talaga.

Ordinary scenes lang naman ang mga ganito sa isang pamilya, pero ngaun something is bothering me. Bigla ako nagworry, naguluhan at natakot. Kasi nakita ko sa mata ng younger brother ko na para sa kanya tama siya at hindi sya dapat pinalo. He maybe right at some point pero mali talaga na sumagot sya, never my parents allowed that. Major sin un, na lumaban ka sa mga matatanda at magsalita nang masama. Yun ang worry ko at partly ikinagulo nang utak ko, kung saan ako natakot eh un ung mga nagflashback sa utak ko na mga batang nagpapakamatay dahil na sermunan lang nang magulang. Ewan ko bat naisip ko un siguro dahil nakitang kong napanuod un nang mga kapatid ko at naalarm ako nung sinabi nyang bat di pa sya patayin. Bigla siguro ako nagjump to conclusions pero alam ko kasi kung gaano kapowerful ang media lalo na sa mga minors na hindi pa maintindihan na hindi lahat nang nasa TV ay ginagaya at tama.

Habang lumilipad pa ang isip ko sa mga un eh tapos na pala sya kumain so umalis na sya at pumasok nang hindi man lang umiinom!

After lunch hindi parin ako mapakali so I asked my other younger brother to see his kuya and give a jacket since wala sya payong at umuulan today. Malayo man ang ginawa kong pag –amo sa nangyari sa kanya, for me minsan mas kailangan nang tao na maramdaman nyang people still care nagkataon lang galit sila today.

Luckily, pag-uwi nya from school eh back to normal na ulit cya. Wala nang bakas nang galit sa kanya. And the early incident was already forgotten.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Aeta Community

For the past few weeks I’ve been thinking of my DevCom class. Our professor asked us to adopt a remote community within our vicinity. Many places were proposed but the Aeta community gate14 of Clark catches our attention. We felt they’re the most in need of help.

Some of my classmates had an idea of the place and they’re situation but surely there’s more to know about it. Our professor suggested having a few people to see it first and being the leader I initiated to be one of them.

The place is far. Luckily I was assisted by Anne with her car and Spring after our dokyu meeting at MCDO even though all of us are in mall outfit and not ready for any hiking escapade. We’ve walked for an estimated 40 mins passing a river since the bridge is broken and the community is in the leg side of the mountain.

But all of the hardship is paid off since the place was so innocent and very far from the bombard pollution of the city. Rarely you’ll see people living so simple and seems contented with whatever natures bring them.

There I’ve got the chance to meet their incumbent barangay captain tang Ferdinand Mallare. He was so hospitable that he gladly answered all our inquiries and even toured us in the whole community.

As we go home with the papaya fruits they have sent with us, as a sign of appreciation for visiting them, many things runs to my head. Things like how I can help them since I had observed various problems, like in hygiene to name one. Even the confusion if they are willing to embrace the fast changes happening in the world or be content with the simple life they are living now. But above all was the happiness I felt to see and experience discovering the Aeta community. It just pinched my heart and grateful for my DevCom class to have this chance. I’m sure next time I come back with the whole class they’ll feel the same way. Excited for the next ocular…

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

I kNow..I prOmised to pOst blogs agEn but it did'nt haPPen..So lEt me explain my side..ehehehehe!(seize)..mY blog suddenly ain't wOrkin' for such unknOwn reason..And you kNow wHen people tRied for a couple of tiMes but nothing happens, they or may i say we start to loose gRip and fOrGet whatever it is wE wAnt to pursue...so thats the real stOry...

Hence, sOme of us when we love whatever we try to pursue though for a time we gave up there is still this yearning within us that cAn't help but think ways to continue it. . .Making me promise to myself to create another blog account once i had hOme connection..And nOw that i have i immediately crEate one bUt its hard to start from scratch so iVe checked my old accounts and luckily its workin..heheheh!!

mAybe the time im tryin it there is some interruptions...anyhow im happy to finally have my blog agen and share stories to you...(",)

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Im bAck!!!!

Im finally back.....hehehehehe!!!!So many stories to tell bUt can't figured out which comes first. . .
just hanG on and relax....(",)

Sunday, March 25, 2007